sahabat? it got me thinking~

whoa~!
okay haritu ada org tanya, alia ada byk sahabat tak?
i was like.... ehemmmmm~ sahabat? kawan ke maksud? apekah? hahhah!
if kawan ade je~ nape?
then dia kata, bukan kawan, but sahabat?
tetiba "tersentak" -if theres such word jap.... it got me thinking~ sahabat~ :s
then dia explain like, sahabat ni actually macam seseorg yg akan sentiasa be by your side whenever u need and seangkatannya~
macam dia loyal laa n accept kt as diri kt!
always there if theres anything...
a friend yg kt boleh talk to and be around with as diri kt sendiri!
u get the picture right? the perbezaan between kawan and sahabat?

i was like... bila ditanya such questions , it just got me thinking u know~
macam.. aha~ sahabat? cool~ adekah saya mempunyai any sahabat?
hahah! :O

but Alhamdulillah~ im blessed~!
im surrounded by good friends~ :)

when the word sahabat pop out,
i was thinking of cake, afiqqe n yassierroo~!
they are like my fav people to hang out with :)
every time we spend together are fun and stress free! hahah!
we would talk about our lives... about whats happening... whats new...
we even talk about serious stuff like academics, current issues, movies, gossips n such hahah!
apa yg friends selalu talk about laa kan~
we even kadang2 buat like a session to express about apakah perasaan and such, masing2 towards one another~ kadang2 kt ter-surprise like whoa~! am i really like that? heheh!
membantu laaa dlm men-deepen-kan lagi our relationship! :)
its like if ade pape, we all know that we have each other!
we all didnt plan at all to be like close friends or bff and such, it just happen!
we even kadang2 discuss like, apesal ek ktorg tetiba boleh rapat ni?
coz sincerely, at first im not at all comfortable with cake but then we grow to know each other n just click! hahah! :) contohnya macam itulah~

but pernah, adik tanya, asyik keluar dengan org sama je, tak de org lain ke?

i was like~ okay.... hahhah!
maybe dia tak jumpa lagi a set of good friends yang dia selesa with or dia just pelik asal nak keluar dengan org yang sama selalu....
i just wanna say that, i wanna hang out with the people who i enjoy being with :p
i dont wanna waste my time being with the people who would stress me out or i dont enjoy their company... its just like wasting my precious time! hahah! :) and why would i do that? hahah

but apa2 pun im thankful and grateful for all the friends and sahabat's that i have :)
thanx yaw~! :) hahah! i love u guys!

me, dada n bhaha
even though kt jarang jumpe!
we always remember to keep in touch with each other!
i love u guys oooowh~! hahaha :)

well :O

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

*just a dream - nelly*


Don't let haters keep me off my grind
Keep my head up i know i'll be fine
Keep fighting until i get there
When i'm down and i feel like giving up

*whip my hair - willow smith*

im not afraid, im not afraid
to take a stand, to take a stand
everybody, everybody
come take my hand, come take my hand

we'll walk this road together through the storm
whatever weather, cold or warm
just lettin' u know ur not alone
holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

* not afraid - eminem*

the lyrics just give me this one kind of vibe~
i dont knw whether its confidence, reassurance, calmness or what,
the lyrics just flow and is constantly on my mind now~
:)

relax and open up~

a song by, Annyeong Bada, an indie korean band~
this song is just purely awesomeeee!
seriously got to check it out!

fading starlight (click the link)

The night of the night
Love with people that care
The night of the night
Back in the warmth of past memories
The night of the night
Meanwhile, in the folds of his mother
The night of the night
The night of the night
Warm
Stars light falls

Syararalraralrara

Sparkling memories surfaced
Away in a shabby appearance
Urban skies
My heart, is bleak

Very common pain
So many tears
Black in the sky
Stars light falls

Syararalraralrara

City of billions into the night
Back to billions of tears
Billions of my mind
How could you grow up abandoned

Billions of light between stars
Fans hailing the top
Billions of my mind
How could you grow up abandoned

Syararalraralrara

when i hear the music and the melody
i feel at ease like everything falls into place
sometimes theres just this one kind of feeling where....
when u hear a music or something,
ur just in the ZONE~ hahaaa
:)

so open up and feel the music~
seriously u'll be in the zone for sure! hahaaa

architecture so far~

okay, so far ~ well, urrm im okay~
i guessss~
so basically i get it nw...
architecture is tough!

well, this sem im taking design1~
its a new subject , its interesting and kinda challenging...
seriously!!!
the subject is tough, the toughest so far....
i've been through a lot because of design :s
i've learned a lot coz of it
basically design gets to me~

im not saying that i loath architecture now that i've been through design1~
im not saying that i'll quit the programme~
its just that nw i kinda knw what its like going to be for another 3years of my degree :s

owh~ just thinking about it, i just hope that i can make through it!
so here i am on my 2nd year~
JUST starting to learn and get to knw architecture a lil' bit better~

design1 is like literally an intro towards the world of architecture
its like learning art , knw the colours n shape n such
its basically the abc of architecture~
eventhough its an intro, its tough!
its basically mentally and emotionally tough!!!!
every time we had a critique session and submission,
some of us cried, relieved and just like kinda shaken a bit....

the feeling when the lecturers dont like what your doing,
the feeling when your mock models that you had worked so hard for being crushed by them, the feeling of them ripping your presentation boards and just doodle something on your boards using PERMENANT MARKERS, the feeling when the lecturers actually dont want to hear anything you say because he/she thinks that the idea sucks (doesnt even give us a chance), oooowh! the feeling when their expression changed! the feeling when they just kinda make a statement and just doesnt give you a break at all~
oowh the feeling i tell u, its kinda degrading, it feels like emptiness , failure and just purely disappointment~
its just a feeling that you dont wanna hold on to... let it be said like that~
but....
luckily we have each other (my studiomates = kreinova),
we've been through a lot together within this 3 semester so far~

nw im at the end of my semester,
its exam week nw~
then its review day!
starting this sem, our finale review will be like a public exhibition event...
aiyoyo meaning that anyone, and i mean ANYONE , like parents , siblings, friends, even our neighbours can come to our finale review day~
its open to the public~

but seriously, what i had in my mind when MR.F (our studio-master) told us that its gonna be a public display, i was like, "aiyoyo, this cant be, malu gilaaa nnti~", im not ready because im not confident enough to show my work to my parents.
its not like, im not proud of my work, its just that....
i think i could hv done better~ i dont knw i just dont feel at ease when i knw that eventually they will see it~

aarrrrghhhh!
i dont knw!~
just writing about it nw makes my heartbeat beats faster than usual,
aiyoyo *sweating* i dont knw, i think i just hv to deal with it eventually~
but... *tengah gelabah* uuuuuuu~

k~
later i would post some snippets of my works....
i need some break uuurgh~

hoa-yeah!

well, i think im gonna start blogging again~
hoa-yeah!! hahaaa

life as an archi student.....

actually this is what i wrote
last sem,
but x sempat sempat nk post,
so here it goes~
hahaaa
edition last sem~

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well,
skarang dah sah that
i am an archi student....
cam best je kan bunyi dia
archi student, budak arki!!!
hehee :)
but kaklili starts calling me
budak daki~~
coz ktorg slalu x sempat nk mandi~~
hahaaa

k, skarang dah masuk plus minus
2 months plus laa menjadi archi student
and i've got to say
i'm still trying to adapt n adjust
coz time....time..time...
oooo have to manage btol2 kalu tak i'm dead meat laa
the next day-nyer
camne nk focus huuhhhuuu

my studiomates r awesome sume cam best jew~~
bleh blend laa :p
plus they all started to call me wedges :D

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dot.
tu je actually yg sempat ditulis last sem~
hahaaa

k ni latest updates~
skarang tgh finals
dah nk habis dh my first year~
br je paper chem habis
ahad ni plak ade paper
intro to architecture~
then 10-14 may camtu
plak ade
internal n external review~
oowh, portfolio x siap lg :s

n skarang my official name kat
studio is wedges or wedgy
hhaaa
klakar oowh wedgy actually
but dh biase so x pe :)

n paling x leh blaa is
mase archifest hari tu
dia ade printkan
our face n name taw
kat atas this one 'shot glass'
n namaku dieja = wedgy
so dh termaktub laa name tu sampai bila2
:D
hahaaa
k laa
penat plak~
nnti laa smbung :)